near squabble at sss-biñan

you see the problem with people like arnel - if that is the name of the freakin' bastard from sss-biñan - is that he seldom smiles. perhaps, the smiles from his mouth come just some ten minutes before his paycheck. that is, before he realizes what a lousy job he got and how many things he has to pay. problem is, how is it that people like him - uncontented, discouraged, unfriendly, unFilipino, unloving, unwelcoming, illogical, unreasonable and most precisely unsmiling - if you know what i mean - gets to stay for thirty or more years in the government? see, in my opinion, if a person is not contented with what is going on in his career, or his present job, he has to go and find another one. yet no. people like arnel stays in the place called purgatorio never really understanding how and why he has this so-called point-of-no-return thing, or this so-called satisfaction thing, a payment of debt. and then, later, a hundred years after an OC guy like me steps into his world with (what my mother calls) my LaSallian conceitedness (or understanding that i am well, always right), he still won't understand why God sent me to him this day. it's an alarm clock, man. it never said "smile my man", or "this is also my government" or that "you're an arrogant bastard (with my usual English accent)". no, it's not even the complaint filed then and there to his superior - the most incompetent and unmanagerial head of the biñan branch of sss. rather, it's an alarm clock that says, hey you have got no business in the government. you and all silly asses like you who do not care if people go back and forth to your place just because they do not understand proper procedure. it's a plead for you to leave the place because like you and many other people worse than you are - are making a mockery of the government and everything that is great about the Filipino nation. unfortunately, even if we execute all you bastards in the government, you will always resurrect into another life form - like a meandering virus, that's ready to plague ourselves with your decency. You are one of the millions of people we do not need in this country. i realized that if we only get rid of people like you, and with the present GDP we have, we are going to be a very rich nation. if only someone in our ranks could do a Hitler, and execute the bastards of this nation, starting from you government people - so that we can have a perfect air to breathe. heil der fuhrer. if they do not want, let me be the one to lead. i believed as a youth that this nation can be great again, and with the nationalist socialist flag waving above. if we can promote nationalism and decency only with the nazi standard, let it be. (the syllogism is valid even though the antecedent may be impossible - if you know what i mean)

this pm, my mother and i were joking about the news from biñan - an explosive guised as a gift. i told her it was a mistake. it should have been brought to the sss-biñan branch.

har har.


(The reason for the small letters is that this is just an expression of hate and angst. I know I have not acted in the best possible way, as a gentleman, as an educator, and as a Catholic Christian. But I am also a human, just a human.)